i am a girl divided
i am a girl with a sky high stiletto in one world
and a frye boot in another
in one world
i am stylish and polished
i am made-up and manicured, painted and plucked
i manage, i direct, i delegate and create
i think about security and the norm
what happens next week and next year
i debate newt or romney
benjamin moore vs valspar
....i am successful
in another world
i am casual and uninhibited
i am natural and relaxed, wild and free
i work with people and the planet with hearts and with souls
i wander the world, sleep in strange places
i think about freedom and moments
and raising our babies on boats
....i am different
in one world
my home is surround sound and granite
breakable and fresh
in another
its rough and tumble
and dirty footprints
its open windows and salty breezes
at times i feel i'm cheating on myself
i'm just not positive
which me i'm actually cheating on
and so i wonder....
if one world will eventually become more comfortable than the other
or
if i learn to embrace each of the me's
... i can truly find a way....
to have the best of both worlds
xoxo~ m